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i give easily
im a good listener
I have direction and purpose through my conviction in one God, Allah
5 17 2025
my name is mm i live in dc theres a concert i wanted to go to but feel scared and sick. i feel scared and sick in general. i wish i could let everything go and enjoy myself. i guess its a process. continuing to let go and continuing to enjoy myself. ive been so depressed for so long. so traumatized. i feel so misunderstood and lonely and tired. distrustful. but being distrustful isnt helpful. finding loving community means believing it exists. i wish i was less selfish. i wish i loved myself more so i didnt judge myself so harshly.